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[28 Jan 2010|01:46pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

I believe that was from 4th grade

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[22 Jan 2010|01:00pm]

That's my new experimental post-math rock jam band Happy Tree's playlist of videos from when we jammed on January 12, 2010. There are 6 videos in that playlist. Everything we have ever played together has been impromptu with no prior practice or rehearsing.

I have another playlist of videos from yesterday, but until I get permission from the guy whose drums I used to post the videos they will be private youtube videos. Hopefully I'll be able to post them by tomorrow. In my opinion the videos that I'm not posting are better.
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[20 Jan 2010|12:09am]
is anyone still out there?
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[16 Feb 2009|03:09pm]
I've come to the decision recently that I want to live a life worth reading about. If they were to make a biography on my life, I'd like someone that doesn't have any connection to me to enjoy it. So far I've done nothing noteworthy; I've gone to school. I wish I could remember anecdotes from my life, but usually I don't really remember things like that. For some reason my memory works funny like that; I'm pretty good at not dwelling on the past, and I wonder if that has anything to do with me just living a moment when it comes and not storing it all in my memory banks. I'm not saying that it's a good or bad thing, but I wonder if there is some kind of connection there.

I digress. Since I can't usually recall the little stories in my life that make me who I am, that can't be the way my biography can be somewhat enjoyable, so that means my life's main story has to be good. Right now I could easily lead to the generic, nuclear-family, work, retire, die life story, but I want more. I want my life to have been worth living. I'm only 23 and not even out of school yet, so I still have plenty of time to get me on that path, but it's probably something that I should look for or work on.

I'm still planning on opening up a brewery when I learn how to make beer and get out of school, so that should at least add some adventure into my story. It's at least something out of the norm.
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The Fall of America [14 Oct 2008|07:48pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I've devised a way, WIT ME BRAIN, that spells out how America can fall from the power that we are, just like how Rome once did. I'm not saying that it will happen in our lifetime, but we'd have to change things now before it gets too late.

If we keep heading down the same path we are, we will no longer be what we used to be. Our government will be a plutocracy while resembling a democracy. The rich will have the power. It almost seems this way anyways. Who are our politicians? The rich. Who tells them what to do? The companies via lobbyists, aka the rich.

The Republicans like supporting the rich getting richer, and they do it through the means of the common man telling them that they deserve all their money, and screw the rest of the people. The reason why some Communist dictators are still supported by the people is that they're supposed to be for "the little guy." Our Republicans are like their dictators in the sense that the average person thinks the same fiscal policies that the Republicans present are there to help them out. The only people that that helps is, in fact, the rich.

So what? So, the companies will cut costs as much as possible so they can make their own money. That will include shipping off jobs that they don't need done here, and in today's world, that's a lot, and it also means hiring illegals. Our unemployment will rise, and our economy will fall. When the economy falls, crime will prosper because that's just how it goes. The people in power won't really care, because they already have all their money, and they can still convince us that the republican way is the way to go.

Not to mention that we're becoming the asshats of the world. We will exhaust all of our allies; don't think that they HAVE to stay allies with us? why should they have our back after the shit we've been doing anyways?

Without our allies, and with our shitty economy, that leaves up for attack. Who knows what country may try to invade us, but if we lose our friends and allies, we're only one country (one country with a shitty economy) against, probably, many.

We need change.

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[01 Oct 2008|12:55am]
pointless thoughts on the 4th dimensionCollapse )

that's what I wrote down tonight. I feel as if I could go deeper into thought at a later time, but I just wanted to make sure I got something down before I went to bed.
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[20 Aug 2008|07:36pm]
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[18 Jul 2008|09:48pm]
I had some ideas last night in which I wanted to write. It's probably not clear to anyone but myself right now, but I'll try to clear it up sometime.

Our Consciousness Energy and the AfterlifeCollapse )
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[14 Jun 2008|05:21pm]
I got new shoes ^_^


I really dig them so far.
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[06 Jun 2008|08:21pm]
How do I look?

pretty sweet suspenders eh? You should have seen me the other day with the same getup but with my beard still.
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[22 Apr 2008|03:23pm]
I recorded a poem for you guys ^_~

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[15 Apr 2008|05:51pm]
I'm on summer break. Well, technically I still have one more online test next week and a discussion board on blackboard, but besides that I'm done. My last day of my internship was today.

Now we play the waiting game till graduation...

May 10th btw
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[15 Apr 2008|02:36am]
Holy shit.

I was just accepted into Hawaii's law school.
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[09 Mar 2008|12:08pm]
I got a MacBook Pro =o
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[08 Mar 2008|02:57am]
i love jessica ullian

i want her so bad.


hey ashley-what up?
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Spiritual Epiphany [19 Feb 2008|01:37pm]
In the line for the McDonald's drive-thru while listening to NPR an epiphany hit me. I'm trying to write this down on my lunch break, so I haven't had much time to gather my thoughts and organize them to make them coherent yet, but I'll try to do the best I can.

I've been pretty agnostic basically most of my conscious life, but I think that's because I've been looking at it all wrong. I don't think the God that the Judo-Christianity religions believe is the kind of divine/deity type of being we need to think of. Do I believe in an all powerful, all knowing, all good deity? I'm thinking no. Do I believe in some kind of spiritualness in the world now? I might.

I think we underestimate coincidences. We just let them act like their no biggie, but I think it's actual divine intervention, or something along those lines. There's something out there that connects us all and causes some coincidences while leaving us with a good perception that we have free will.

The beauty part is I can point out where this spiritual whatever-stuff is. On the quantum level there are giant gaps of space inside an atom between the nucleus and electrons and all that jazz. In this vacuum is where I believe we can find our "God," and it's found in every atom in every bit of matter. It's the same in everything and connects us all.

I'm still a materialist though. I still believe that consciousness and what makes up a person is all physical matter. I don't believe this deity found in vacuums contradicts that. I don't think the god defines who we are or can make us change, but I do believe it connects all of us.

This is going to sound stupid, but my biggest spiritual moment in my life is when I was standing there in the dorms damning God and being blasphemous like I usually do, just joking around, and I turned around and ran into a door. I thought it ironic, but just perceived it as a coincidence. Perhaps that was just the spirit of the world teaching me a lesson.

Eastern religions always talk about how everything is connected, and I'm thinking this might be how.

There's more I want to say, but I need to really sit down and think about it and get it all organized.

I hope that makes some kind of sense in its own sporadic way.

p.s. I was only calling it "god" to give it a name, but I think it something completely different.
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[07 Feb 2008|09:37pm]
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[10 Jan 2008|09:06am]
[ mood | BLAMMO ]

Happy birthday to me.

22 ftw.

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How to lose a fight [02 Jan 2008|02:23pm]
In case you're too good at fighting, here's my step by step guide on how to lose a fight in .gif form.

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Congratulate Me [23 Dec 2007|12:01pm]
[ mood | calm ]

I just got an email, and the first line says "Congratulations on your acceptance to Florida Coastal School of Laws August 2008 entering class."

I'm not looking to go there, but I'm just happy I got into at least one place. Takes some pressure off.

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